Wee...today finally went to johor lohs~

This yr CNY was kinda bad, nt much ang bao collected and worked so hard before CNY. The worst most prob shld b being frens with my bf bahs...

Seriously i was mentally prepared but...i just still cldnt help it, tears keep flowing through my eyes. Early in the morning, i just wake up, took out all the neo prints from my photobook, clear every single bag, anythings tt he had given me dump it away. I just cldnt barely see any single one of them. If i have know its going to hurt tt much i wouldnt have gone any further from a friendship to a relationship. So dumb of me....

Realli hope i cld be so strong to move on, dun have a single hope, forget abt this whole thing, wad happened during the times, restricting myself from doing the things tt i've done when i'm with him. Be like how i like when i'm with normal frens...get on with life. Believe i can do it bahs, even he can do it why nt me? if he can keep everything as a mem and can move on, i shld as do so bahs...no big deal.

finally a rest day! have been working till late these few days, realli tireds sia.

N physically tireds, my throat also hurts lots too until today got better. Today finally went to the interview les. Was kinda excited though, cab down to the sch, upon reaching the sch abit lost, coz i i heard the address was blk 82 ngee ann poly, abit question mark, so went to sim first, walk arnd like a lost sheep. Until i go to the reception counter and ask for directions n found my way there.

D interview was kinda fast, 7 min sia. i also anyhow bomb, coz when he ask me abt my plans, n if i got plan b. Seriously i dunoe wads my plan b sia....wad am i going if i grad frm this course. but think as long i have a degree in business theres lots of opportunity out there bahs hee...then end of the interview he passed me the letter of acceptance, geez...he already prepared beforehand liao lohs. i was thinking wads the purpose of haveing an interview sia since already prepared to let me in. lol...anyways was more than happy to get in lahs can start study lohs

Aft interview went back hm, read manga till 6 plus, too tireds n went to slp till 9 plus lohs. Geez...i must have been real tired. even skipped dinner.

Lately have been feeling dwn, other than study is in my mind, i dunoe wad i shld do esp in rs. I'm like lost, dunoe wad to do with it. Shld i take a step at a time, close one eye open 1 eye or just give up? is it time to start packing up my feelings? obviously there is something going wrong, but i didnt noe where went wrong. Mayb its been so long, feelings will start to fade le bahs.

Mayb its my prob? lol...have the habit of when being frens at a certain point of time i will drift apart frm them and soon no longer contact. I realli love the times spend together, the memories, and when looking thru the photos suddenly feel abit sad. Haiz...tink dun tink so much just go eat my tom yom bee hoon bahs.

Wee~ finally had a new hair color lohs.

Today was a so so day usual day at my parents shp help pack cookies, finally in the aftn my mum decide to make her hair. Lol...have been waiting her to go do hair coz wanna do mine too =p

So aft packing finsish a tray of cookies, wait for her to get her car, hop on to it n off we go to toa payoh muahaha...however when we reach, we have to wait for a few mins...my mum went off to buy 4d n we walk arnd the area. Gees...ntg much there though almost like tiong bahru in the evening. When we walk back to the shop suddenly a lot of ppl waiting to get their hair done, they let my mum do her hair first while i watch her, so bored tt i keep looking at the goldfish tt the owner breed. Coz one of the goldfish keep floating upside dwn, i was so bored tt i keep touching the tank to make it float normally =x

I almost waited frm 5 plus to 8 plus to get my hair done lohs, waited super long time. but the highlight wasnt realli wad i wan lahs, but at least nicer n better than my usual hair colour wee~ aft tt we went back to shop n do the usual stuff agains.

So sad....have been coughing non stop since reach hm lohs. Hope i get well soon bahs. Going slp lohs! nitex....

Wows..!! super long time nv post lohs. Tink everyone might think its extinct le bahs lol...

Have been busy this month, working until late at nite, rushing all the new yr cookies n stress coming from the customers. But at least i have a place lesser to go which is last time working at the canteen, it cease operation since end of dec. So wasn't tt tiring for my parents having to rush new yr cookies n send things to my shop.

Though quite she bu de, coz went there get to noe alot of ppl, got ppl chit chat with. n more free time to go out for dates with frens. Where else at my parents shop during CNY, its been rushing to meet the deadline for ppl orders, realli wonder whether can meet a nots. Haiz....like kinda nt enugh ppl to pack n sell.

Just pray tt we cld meet the deadlines before my frens went back to malaysia. Believe 24th will be the worst day of the battle bahs =p

StRess........