This yr CNY was kinda bad, nt much ang bao collected and worked so hard before CNY. The worst most prob shld b being frens with my bf bahs...

Seriously i was mentally prepared but...i just still cldnt help it, tears keep flowing through my eyes. Early in the morning, i just wake up, took out all the neo prints from my photobook, clear every single bag, anythings tt he had given me dump it away. I just cldnt barely see any single one of them. If i have know its going to hurt tt much i wouldnt have gone any further from a friendship to a relationship. So dumb of me....

Realli hope i cld be so strong to move on, dun have a single hope, forget abt this whole thing, wad happened during the times, restricting myself from doing the things tt i've done when i'm with him. Be like how i like when i'm with normal frens...get on with life. Believe i can do it bahs, even he can do it why nt me? if he can keep everything as a mem and can move on, i shld as do so bahs...no big deal.