♥ The freedom i've always wanted

♥ Tuesday, January 20, 2009

finally a rest day! have been working till late these few days, realli tireds sia.

N physically tireds, my throat also hurts lots too until today got better. Today finally went to the interview les. Was kinda excited though, cab down to the sch, upon reaching the sch abit lost, coz i i heard the address was blk 82 ngee ann poly, abit question mark, so went to sim first, walk arnd like a lost sheep. Until i go to the reception counter and ask for directions n found my way there.

D interview was kinda fast, 7 min sia. i also anyhow bomb, coz when he ask me abt my plans, n if i got plan b. Seriously i dunoe wads my plan b sia....wad am i going if i grad frm this course. but think as long i have a degree in business theres lots of opportunity out there bahs hee...then end of the interview he passed me the letter of acceptance, geez...he already prepared beforehand liao lohs. i was thinking wads the purpose of haveing an interview sia since already prepared to let me in. lol...anyways was more than happy to get in lahs can start study lohs

Aft interview went back hm, read manga till 6 plus, too tireds n went to slp till 9 plus lohs. Geez...i must have been real tired. even skipped dinner.

Lately have been feeling dwn, other than study is in my mind, i dunoe wad i shld do esp in rs. I'm like lost, dunoe wad to do with it. Shld i take a step at a time, close one eye open 1 eye or just give up? is it time to start packing up my feelings? obviously there is something going wrong, but i didnt noe where went wrong. Mayb its been so long, feelings will start to fade le bahs.

Mayb its my prob? lol...have the habit of when being frens at a certain point of time i will drift apart frm them and soon no longer contact. I realli love the times spend together, the memories, and when looking thru the photos suddenly feel abit sad. Haiz...tink dun tink so much just go eat my tom yom bee hoon bahs.

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