I didn't know wads wrong my tears are like tap water. Cld it due to my exams or I'm just tired of all the things around me tt I broke dwn n cried? Damn it! Hope I don't have swollen eyes tml >,< actualli do I really mind abt wad happened? Is tt the reason? Mayb...just tt I don't want to admit it? Guess he wld be feeling super pek chek when he say me crying non stop n when asked y, I just shake my head n say ntg wrong...I really dunoe how to say. If u happen to read this I'm really sorry. I just can't help it...though I keep telling myself it's ok...I'm suppose to trust u isn't it? Arghh feel like banging my head on the wall..,